know aLma...

ei..

2005-02-13T16:02:00.000+08:00

ei..
long time ha..
been busy kc eh!
so, what's new?!
still the same old alma here..
ay, correct ko pla ung spelling ng giovanni...
it's GIOVANNIE..
wahahah..
oh well, we've met n in person..
bait sha..
ano p b?
kung mrunong akong mglagay ng pic, lalagay ko sna pic nya..

studies..
okei lng..
tagal ng results sa UP..
sa Feb. 26, exam ko sa Mapua..
tapos mg-iinquire ako sa PLM...
bsta un..

ano p ba?
sa susunod n lng!
my gngwa ako eh!
bye bye!

Everything I Own

2005-02-02T16:08:00.000+08:00

You sheltered me from harm.
Kept me warm, kept me warm
You gave my life to me
Set me free, Set me free

The finest years I ever knew
were all the years I had with you

I would give anything I own,
Give up my life, my heart, my home.
I would give everything I own,
just to have you back again.

You taught me how to love,
What its of, what its of.
You never said too much,
but still you showed the way,
and I knew from watching you.

Nobody else could ever know
the part of me that can't let go.

And I would give anything I own,
Give up my life, my heart, my home.
I would give everything I own
Just to have you back again.

Is there someone you know,
you're loving them so,
but taking them all for granted.
You may lose them one day,
someone takes them away,
and they don't hear the words you long to say

I would give anything I own,
Give up my life, my heart, my home.
I would give everything I own
Just to have you back again,
Just to touch you once again.

giovanni..

2005-02-02T15:59:00.000+08:00

giovanni torres? new name ryt?! opo.. bf ko poh.. mahal na mahal ko poh at d ko kayang mawala skin yan.. sobrang mahal ko yan na di ko lam ung ggwin ko pag ngbreak kmi.. lhat ng masakit n salita gling sa friends ko tinanggap ko nung sinagot ko sha.. khit cnbihan p ko ng desperado nung ex nya.. okei lng.. mahal ko sha eh.. as of now, okei nmn kmi.. and sana gn2 n lng lagi..

so ano bang new skin?! wala nmn.. nga pla, i got my graduation in advance.. camcorder... astig nga eh! ang kyut! tapos umuwi kmi ng province nung 28 ng gabi.. knna lng kmi dumating ulit..kakapagod mg-byahe.. niwei, nghahabol ako ng projects ang assignmenys kc 3 days akong absent.. pro okei lng un.. ano p ba?! wala nmng bago.. c gio lng nmn.. bsta mahal ko sha!

GIOVANNI TORRES! wag na wag mo kong iiwan.. wag mo kong sasaktan.. wag mo kong paiiyakin.. dahil di ko kaya un pag nawala ka.. tndaan mo yan ha!

more than words..

2005-01-26T15:31:00.000+08:00

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words

laptop!

2005-01-26T15:19:00.000+08:00

aloha! dream come true ito pra sakin! i'm using my own laptop right now! galing talga! wabyu fader!

niwei, bad trip tlga yang c sir ernie! sabi kc 4th p kmi sa reporting tapos ang announcement knna kmi n daw bukas! waaaaa.. d pa ko prepared! badtrip tlga! so research muna, forums, chat ng onti.. tpos blog tapos out na! gagawa n ko ng report ko! haba pa man din nun!

so niwei, wala akong tula na mai-po-post.. wala p kong nhhanap na mailalagay d2.. at wala pa rin akong ngagawa.. ala ako sa mood now.. so post ko n lng ung isa sa mga fave sing ko of all time!

gege, bye bye for now!
sa uulitin!
mishu raem!

a different side of me..

2005-01-23T15:36:00.000+08:00

La lng.. these words caught my attention.. kc nga naman dba lahat ng tao my different side or ung hidden side na tinatawag.. ako? I get serious at times.. kung may problema or kung badtrip.. xempre sa mga bagay na dapat seryosohin..

Niwei, badtrip ako nung Friday..kc ba naman ung quiz nmin sa math bagsak ako.. ngkamali kc ako ng sulat sa isang item, instead of 23, 25 nasulat ko.. kaya un.. eh konekted ung mga tanong.. pag m,ali ung isa, mali na lahat.. tapos nalaman pa nming ala kming retreat.. waaaa.. kaasar tlga.. un nga hinihintay ko s kc graduating na ko tapos ala pla.. pro ung class nmin eh ngp-plano ng swimming.. ung kmi-kmi lng.. sana matuloy.. khit blang kapalit lng sa retreat nmin..

Ano p ba!? Un.. nakuha n nmin ung grade nmin except sa physics.. ang baba nga ng grades ko eh.. ndi pa ata aabot ng 90 ung average ko..(95 nga pla ung ceiling grade nmin or un na ung highest).. dapat 92 mkuha ko sa physics pra flat 90 ung average ko.. kaso physics un.. waaa.. ang hirap nun!

Tapos one time, ala akong mgwa.. dahil sa sobrang grade conscious ko.. ni-compute ko ung dapat na mkuha ko nagung 4th grading pra makaabot ako sa silver medallist.. dapat kc 89 ung subject average.. waaaa.. ang hrap habulin nung sa Filipino.. tpoa nanghihinayang ako dun sa math kc I’ve been the highest for 2 consecutive years, ngaun p nwala! Waaaa…

Sabi ko n nga ba walang patutunguhan ung paggng “happy-go-lucky” ko eh.. badtrip tlga!

SUDDENLY

2005-01-20T16:48:00.000+08:00

by ALmaRiza

You came into my life so sudden
as if our destinies were written
i never believed miracles were true
now i found miracle in you

i think of you everytime
and ask myself, are you worthwhile?
are you worth my love and trust
and won't you leave me very fast?

i said to myself, yes you are
you are worthy as i've seen so far
but then i woke up and didn't find you there
all this pain inside i couldn't bear

then i realized something true
my love was never made for you
because you brought out all my fears
you are not worth even a single tear

*** yan, gawa ko yan.. original! hmm.. gnwa ko ya nnung mejo ngsesenti ako.. matagal n yan actually.. marami p yan!

ahoy!

2005-01-20T16:45:00.000+08:00

halu halu! hmmm.. klan kaya ako matututo kung pno mglagay ng tagboard at picture d2! waaaaaa... ang tgal na ha! hayz.. hirap tlga pag mag-isa..

uhmm.. ano ba sasabihin ko!? aalis ako mmaya.. punta ako sa airport xe susunduin ung papa ko! yehey! uuwi n xa galing sa Indonesia.. kaya yun.. pro papasok p rin ako bukas..

uhmm.. ano b sasabihin ko!? daan lng ako d2.. turuan nyo n xe akong mglagay ni pic.. lagay ko pic ng beshy ko na crush ko rin! waaaa.. ang gwapo tlga nya!

uhmm ano p b!? cge post n ko ng tula d2..
nxt tym ulit!
ciao!

I Heard

2005-01-18T17:14:00.000+08:00

by ALmaRiza

I heard yout told someone
you love me so dearly
you care for me and cherish me
and you'll wait till eternity

i heard you whisper to me
you'll never leave me alone
you'll protect me from all my fears
you'll be here till your last breath is gone

but then i heard from somebody
you've found someone to replace me
you love her more than me
and yes i know and i can see

i heard from her some words
telling me to let you go
she love you much just like i
if i love you still, she wants to know

i heard you are to leave now
you've decided to go with her
you try not to hurt me
but the pain as you go i cannot bear

**ui, ui guyz.. gawa ko yan.. i didn't copy it from anywhere! sa susunod ulit!

oist..

2005-01-18T17:10:00.000+08:00

so okei.. e2 n naman ako n ndi marunong gumamit ng blog.. ang tgal na nito pro d p rin ako mrunong mg-link! hrap nmn kc sa rum nmin ako lng ang may lam kung ano ang forum.. kugn ano ang blog.. shet nmn oh..
ei guyz, i have three questions in mind.. help me nmn..
1. pano ba mg-link!?
2. pno mg-upload ng pic?!
3. pno mglagay ng tagboard!?

napakabait nmn ng tutulong skin! tulong!!!!

so after all that stuff, lam nyo ba na galing ako ng OR kahapon.. yupz, as in Operating Room,.. waaa... masakit shempre! ni-operahan ako.. kc ung right arm ko may bukol.. sabi na-impeksyon daw! kaya naipon ung nana or pus ba un sa loob.. tinanggal kahapon.. waaa.. ang sakit! d nga ko makasulat eh! buti n lng nkkpgtype p ko! dami ngang gamot na nipapainom! grabe! puro capsules na 500mg.. yak.. ang sakit sa lalamunan!

uhmm.. ano p ba?! love life!? wala eh.. sha p rin nmn.. kakaiyak ko nga lng dahil sa knya eh.. wala lng.. kusa lng tumulo ung luha.. crush.. merong bago! name? Ralph Emmanuel.. raem for short.. malaki ag egap nmin.. 6 yrs ata pro bait sha ska cute.. turuan nyo n kc ako kung pno mg-upload ng pic para mkita nyo na!

so un lng muna.. sa susunod n lng ulit!
adios!
ciao!

BUZZ

2005-01-12T10:19:00.000+08:00

by ALmaRiza

Can you still remember?
The first buzz I made?
The first time we talked?
The first line I said?

You told me all the truth
I accepted you as you are
Yet I fell for you
You are my shining star

We had a relationship
Though it was forbidden
There were two of us for you
You can’t choose so sudden

Ours was just a stir
A relationship on net
Yet we were so serious
Though we haven’t met

Time passed by
And all I can feel is pain
Though you said your “I love you’s”
My tears fell like rain

Our relationship won’t work
So I asked you to decide
Though it hurts
As if I committed suicide

You chose her over me
Because she came first in your life
You try not to hurt me
But still your words were like a knife

We stayed as friends
Yet there is that feeling
I love you still
You know I’m not kidding

You always say I’m sorry
And that you love me too
But you can’t leave her
You can’t hurt her too

I try my best to understand
And still I’m waiting here
Though I know very well
You would bring out my fear

Can you still remember?
The first buzz I made?
The first time I showed my feelings?
The first ‘I love you’ I said?#

i miss yah!

2005-01-12T10:14:00.000+08:00

okei let's go fast forward.. tagal kong ndi n-update to ha! kc po nalimutan ko po ung username! wahahahah.. pro alam ko ung password! wahahah.. ang gulo!

uhmm.. mejo nitatamad akong mgkwento about my past love lifes eh! ang ikukwento ko n lng eh etong love life din pro kakaiba to eh! as in ang lakas nng tama ko.. para bang ginayuma ko! tka, huy, ikaw, ginayuma mo ba ako!?

well, let us start with his name.. rien renz romero! (uy khim, share ko lng ha!) uhmm 16, m, caloocan.. let us say na 7 mos n kming mgkakilala.. we met each other sa prendster.com and un! bale sa forum family nmin ate nya ko.. so pano ngsimula lahat? sa YM.. (lintik na YM yan!) ni-pm ko sha one time.. sarap nmn kausap.. ndi boring.. un, lagi n kming ng-uusap.. lagi kming nghahanapan.. tapos one time my ngtanong kung kmi daw kc we always look for each other.. xempre sabi ko ndi noh! plus that time.. alam kong may gf sha.. sakin p nga sha ngshe-share ng probs nila eh! so un nga.. my ngtanong dn daw s knya kung kmi, of course, sbi nya ndi din.. kc ndi nmn tlga! so dun ngsimula.. supposedly stir lng.. pro ngkaseryosohan.. ewan ko kung papano.. nangyari lahat noong sept. 21

so, october 6, 2004.. regular usap lng.. walang prob.. pro lam nyo napapagod din pa lng magmahal ang puso.. at umabot ako dun! napagod ako eh! kc umaasa ako sa wala plus alam kong mahal na mahal na mahal nya c khim at d nya kayang saktan.. so i have to let go.. saka ala nmn akong karapatan s knya eh.. khim came first dba?!

so november 20, 2004.. november eb ng prendster sa sm southmall! pumunta sha khit malayo.. ako daw ung reason.. so let us say na wala n kmi khit sa stir lng pro mahal ko p rin sha! corny noh?! so un nga.. he gave me chocolates.. pampalubag loob dun sa pggng late nila ng 3 hours! kc nmn sinabi n mg-LRT ngdala p ng kotse! so un nga.. the next few days ng-uusa p kmi pro..

november, 29, 2004.. he started acting strange.. napansin din un ni jhella! so ngkaroon ng away at pati ung pggng labtim nmin sa ptf pinatanggal ko na.. hanggang december 1, magkaaway kmi.. so si ate gent.. isa sa mga k-ptf nmin eh gumawa ng praan pra mag-usap kmi.. so un ng-usap nmn kmi.. bati n nga eh.. inamin nya n n-develop DAW sha nung eb.. pro mahal nya tlga c khim.. so un nga.. for the second time around.. ouch! ang sakit nun! pro khit gnun mahal ko p rin sha!

fast forward ulit! january eb.. january 9, 2005.. sa ATC at sa Festival.. tahimik lng sha.. tpos nalaman kong ngseselos pla sha kay -zhoi.. sbi ko bkit sha ngseselos eh wla nmn shang dapat ipagselos.. sabi nya.. (sabi lng ha!) na mahal p daw nya ako.. pro un nga ndi nya kyang saktan c khim.. ayokong umasa.. nasaktan an ko so ako ng ung iiwas..

hayz.. ang haba nmn nito! nobela ang dating! so neweiz, SINO BA PWEDENG MAGTURO SKIN KUNG PANO MGLINK NG BLOG?!

second nmn...

2004-11-14T16:41:00.000+08:00

at that time, kla ko my world would fall apart.. kc first love ko sya and mahal ko tlga sya.. khit na sbihin nting bata pa ko dba.. pro the good thing there was may sumalo skin.. crush ko sya.. mabait.. pinakilala ng isang frend ko.. his name was edgardo..

mabait sya, and kuya sya ng klasmeyt ko.. hinahatid ako sa bahay and lagi din tumatawag.. good conversationalist sya.. sarap kausap.. sinagot k osay nung sept. 15.. actually, bday nya un.. tumagal kmi for about a month and a half.. may nangyari kcng ndi inaasahan.. kakatapos lng ng second grading nun, bumaba ung gardes ko pti ung ranking koh.. so i thougt, legal kc kmi, bka isipin ni papa n sya ung dahilan kung bkit bumaba ung grades koh.. auko n sya ung masisi kya sbi ko cool-off muna kmi.. i want his name clear sa father koh.. pro ndi nya ko naiintindihan.. makitid ung utak nya.. plus ung mga words nya were like kinves..

kinagabihan tumawag sya skin.. he spoke the words.. "para akong lrauan na kung kelan mo lng gustong gmitin ska mo gagamitin.." those words struck my heart.. masakit.. gnun lng pla ang tingin nya skin.. ndi ko un inaasahan.. cguro sa sobrang nasaktan ako at i generalized all men, tulad ng ginawa skin ni jonel, nkpag-break ako.. i was the one who called it quits!

after a few days, kinausap nya ko.. he was crying.. saying sorry sa lahat ng sinabi nya.. i've decided and ako n ung umayaw.. nadala na ko.. auko ng msaktan ulit.. dun sya ngsimulang magtanim ng sama ng loob which in all the possible aspects eh pinantitira nya skin.. sa maski anong skul program nmin! ako lgi ung target nya! pro ako pinatawad ko na ang srili ko sa mga maling ngwa ko.. i admit din n my kasalanan ako.. "it takes two to tango.." pro sya, hanggang ngaun, ndi p rin nya ako npapatawad.. ewan..

my first...

2004-11-14T16:23:00.000+08:00

i juz wanna reminisce... ito ung unang kwento ko s inyo.. mejo mahaba.. (mejo daw! tlgang mhaba!)

when i was in grade 4(ang bata pa ng kumerengkeng!) , i had a dream.. a bad dream kc naaksidente kmi ng frends ko.. i was the only one na nka-survive.. pro sa panaginip kong iyon, may nkilala ako.. he was a mysterious guy.. nririnig ko ung boses nya pro i never saw his face.. i never knew his name.. two weeks after, we had a program in the school.. after the program was a little salu-salo.. xempre may foods and ung casts ng program nndun.. there was this guy, hmm.. grade 3 lng sya.. ndi ko sya knows and lagi kming ngkakabangga.. ewan ko ba.. pro feeling ko mgkakilala kmi.. pra bang we have met each other somwhere else.. natapos ang gbing iyon n ndi ko nalalaman ang pangalan nya... :sad:

after a year, grade 5 na ako nun.. my friend named paula called me kc may ipapakilala daw sya.. ngulat ako kc wla nmn akong interes s kung cnu-cno jan.. sa isang ndi inaasahang pagkakataon, ipinakilala nya skin ung mysterious guy from our program almost a year ago! i had a feeling n may mali.. pro ok nmn lahat.. i learned na jonel pla name nya.. yeah, nging frends kmi.. tumatawag sya sa bahay and khit ahead ako ng 1 year s knya, mas mtnd asya skin ng 4 days.. aeheheh... lagi ko syang kausap and friends kmi.. pro ewan ko ba kung anong meron at ngkagalit kmi! bsta ndi n kmi ng-usap from den on.. almost a year or two din pla.. nung mga panahong ndi kmi ng-uusap, may ngustuhan akong guy.. isang lalaki na nag pangalan ay paul michael mayores.. kapatid sya ni paula... i like him, un na un..

nung grumaduate kmi ng grade 6, may cotillion kmi.. paul was my patner.. he was, i think, two years older than me.. eh di yon! ngbigya ng gift skin nun ung barkada ko, and that includes jonel. wala kming mxadong contact nung bakasyon pro i tried my best pra pilitin ung mother ko na wag akong ilipat ng skul.. she didn't.. and un nga, ngkaroon n nmn ako ng chance sbi ko.. pra san? pra sbhin kay jonel ung feelings ko.. pro ndi ako ngtagumpay.. ndi kc kmi ngpapansinan.. bsta may gap eh.. pro ngbigay sya ng gift nung bday ko.. and i also did gave him sumthing nung bdya nya..

ewan ko na kung anong nangyari, all i can remember was, mgktxt n kmi.. tumatawag n sya sa bahay.. then april 8, 2002, may tumawag s bahay.. si nico, bestfriend nya.. he asked me something na ndi ko inaasahan.. he uttered words na ndi ko mapaniwalaan.. sbi ko s knya, bkit ndi sya ung tumawag! bkit ikaw ung ngpapaliwanag.. pro pinilit nya ko, and dhil mahal ko rin c jonel, sinagot ko sya.. from then on, ndi sya nkakalimot mgtxt.. ndi sya makatawag kc nsa province ako.. pro ndi sya nakalimot..

after almost three mos, prang wla ng nangyayari.. actually, wla ng nangyayari.. so mejo nagtatampo n ko nun.. den july 7, 2002, tumawag sya sa bahay.. he called it quits.. masakit pro i understood.. may reason sya eh.. parents DAW.. naniwala ako.. pro after a few months, ngtatawagan p rin kmi and s knya n mismo nanggaling.. kya pla sya nkipag-break.. she had another girlfriend.. masakit.. lalo na first ko pa sya.. ndi ko inaasahan na ganun pla ung LOVE na tinatawag.. ndi mgnda ung nging cmula nya for me.. pro gnun ung nangyari eh..

just a few months ago, nakilala ko ung isa p nyang girlfriend na sinabay nya skin.. mganda sya, mabait.. pro wla n rin sila.. sbi nga ni crystal, ung ex din nya, chicboy daw tlga un.. i admit oo, may itsura kc.. mabait, sports active and matalino.. pro nasira n sya skin eh.. frends p rin kmi.. pro hanggang dun n lng..

that was my first, masakit pro natanggap ko na.. :crying:

LOVE WITHOUT LOVE

2004-11-14T15:54:00.000+08:00

a relationship without love
is like a wingless dove

a love without understanding
will only end up with nothing

so let us stop this act
and face the fact

that the love we had
will only end up sad

*** i made this one about two years ago.. la lng.. just came out from my mind.. :p

One Last Time

2004-11-11T21:39:00.000+08:00

ONE LAST TIME...

id like to say a few words to you
just listen for a while
concerns the man i love
the man who made me smile

he loved me once, not long ago
but then that was before
since you came into his life
he didn't love me anymore

at once i thought what i felt in him will change
and then i found out why
i realize that time has come
for me to say goodbye

he told me, friends we'd stay
best friends we could ever be
and though i agreed to what he said
i knew this best friend could never be

i couldn't bear just friends with him
each day would tear me apart
each passing minute that we'd talk
would end up breaking my heart

but w/ him i tried to hide the pain
try though as i might
i cannot stop the tears
from falling as i write

and if you asked if i love him still
i'll answer,"yes i do"
but it doesn't really matter now
since its not me he loves but you

so to you i bring this message
take care of him for me
guide him and cherish him
for all eternity

and dont tell him that i wrote this
that i still love him so
dont tell him my heart is aching
this i dont want him to know

do me one more favor
love him tenderly
please hold him and kiss him
one last time for me...

*** i got this one from prendster.com... its one of my personal favorites.. i really like this.. share ko senyo kc mgnda tlga.. bka may mka-relate p jan.. :p

it's been sooooo long...

2004-11-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

hay... buhay.. tgal kong ndi ng-online at ng-update n2 ha.. nmiss k orin ung mg-share ng problems ko d2 at mg-kwento sa srili koh.. aheheh.. nsabi ko n ba n may bf ako now and his name is jerome?! kung ndi pa, here's the story.. about two months ago ng minsang nagchachat ako, i stopped by this guy.. thimik lng sya sa rum plus na-introga ako sa username nya.. his username was franjer2004.. something like that.. and to my surprise sya ung naunang ng-buzz skin.. i was so glad and nalaman kong masaya pla syang kausap, ndi nauubusan ng kwento.. nging close kmi agad and before i left, he asked for my number.. cellphone un syempre.. then ngtxt sya nung september 25 which until now ndi ko p binubura.. i think it was something to treasure.. akala ko, sya na ung tutulong skin ora makalimutan ung last relationship na pinagdaanan ko which really made an impact.. time passed by, isang buwan n ang nakalipas.. ngtetext p rin sya at ndi sya ngsasawa khit ndi ko sya nirereplyan.. i thought that was something na nkakakilig kc dba, he still remembers me.. nung october 31, sinagot ko sya.. maybe dahil sa kilig.. but now parang nrerealize ko na ndi pla sya.. dumaan lng pla sya pra sabihing kalimutan ko na ung isa jan... ngaun, parang auko n s knya.. ngsasawa? maybe, bored? maybe.. pro ewan ko lng tlga.. as of now, bhla na.. bsta isa lng mhal ko.. sya lng un.. kau ng bhla kung cno ung sya... :-(

ahemmm....

2004-10-25T20:06:00.000+08:00

ahemm.. ala lng.. ahem lng... hahah.. teka, sandali lng ako ha.. singit ko lng to sa gngwa ko kya ndi me post ng tula ngaun! anu ba ssbihin ko?! badtrip ako! un un! kc b nmn hanggang thursday p pasok nmin samantalang ung iba jan wla ng pasok knna... huhuhu.. waaaaa!!!!! tpos akala ko b nmn hanggang thursday n lng ang pagdurusa ko.. tpos knna nalaman ko n kylangan p pla ako sa friday! ano b nmn yan!? aatend kc kmi as lecturers sa isang teachers' seminar.. haynaku.. pag matalino nga nmn..(kapal!)...

so un lng.. bukas n lng ulit at pasilip-silip ang nanay ko.. bka mhuli tau eh.. bye bye!

SUDDENLY

2004-10-23T14:27:00.000+08:00

you came inotmy life so sudden
as if our destinies were written
i never believed miracles were true
now i know the miracle was you

i think of you everytime
and ask myself are you worthwhile
are you worth my love and trust
and won't you leave me very fast

i said to myself , yes you are
you are worthy as i've seen so far
but then i woke up and didn't find you there
all this pain inside i couldn't bear..

then i realized something true
that my love was never made for you
because if you love me for real
you are not worth even a single tear

*** oist peepz.. ndi ko yan kinopya.. gwa ko po yan.. gnda ba?!

heller!

2004-10-23T14:17:00.000+08:00

heller! acoh ulit! ndi ako nkpag-update khpon kc ndi nmn ako ng-OL eh.. pro in fairness n-mizz ko tong blog coh! anyways, lpit na all soul's day.. awooo!!!!!!!!! kso wla nmn kming sem break.. cut ung classes nmin ng 28 samantalang ung ibang skul 25 p lng wla ng pasok! ano b nmn yan?! tpos ang balik nmin 3 na... pno kya un.. 5 days lng.. and within that 5 days cgurado acoh, puro projects p yan.. hay buhay...

anyways, ano ba kukwento ko ngaun...? uhmm lemesee... may love interest kc ako ngaun.. his name is JEROME.. ndi k o p sya nkkta.. pro lam nyo he is so mabait and sweet.. lgi ngang ngttxt skin.. ako nmn lging ngmimizkol sa knya.. thoughtful, sobra! pag meron n kong pic nya.. ilalagay ko d2.. wag kaung mg-alala... about my past, cguro nxt tym n lng.. daming kwento nun.. 7 different stories... ah ewan! bsta.. pag kinwento ko basahin nyo.. u'll surely learn sumthing from it..

uhmm... i thought of posting a poem everytime na mg-a-update acoh.. okei lng kya un..?! pro i also think of posting somethings na natututunan ko sa skul na xempre worth sharing like ung Desiderata... bsta, read n lng my post!

acoh ulit!

2004-10-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

wahahah! acoh ulit.. ngbabalik c aLma.. wala lng.. walang mshadong assignment eh.. actually, marami pro tinatamad akong gumawa.. nkakatamad n kcng mg-aral lalo na kung ung effort mo eh nababalewala dhil sa mga 'altagracia' sa paligid.. hay buhay...

nu p ba nangyari ngaung araw na toh?! wala nmn mashadow.. nag-gala lng ako sa kung san-sang subdivision pra lng mg-badminton.. wahaha.. tpos ndi ko nmn nkta ung hinahanap ko.. nu ba yan! kung cnu-cno lng nkta ko dun.. ung mga ndi nmn important..

tpos badtrip tlga ung test ko sa math, ang baba... pro okei lng un.. bawi nxt grading.. daba!?

tpos my nkilala me noon dun sa CSOL, Bacoor Meet, tga-st. john BNT.. bday nya sa 26 30 daw handaan, invited b nmn kmi?! close ha! pro bait yun.. c BATA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BATA!

un n lng muna.. sa susunod ulit.. pag ndi na ko binabantayan at pag sinipag me.. :D

Someone Special

2004-10-21T20:30:00.000+08:00

Someone came into my life,
Someone taught me how to love,
A person so dear to me,
Someone sent from up above.

He taught me how to care,
How to banish anger and fear,
He taught me how to show,
How to express my feelings here.

He is someone who is always there.
Someone who never left me alone.
He is someone who cheers me up.
Someone who is there until my last breath was gone.

He will always be my someone special,
Someone to share all my laughters and tears
Ang someone to reminisce moments that are worthwhile.
His absence and leaving would be my gratest fear.
(09-24-04)

***gawa ka yan! ndi ko yan ninakaw sa net ha! that is really for my someone special... you know who you are..

THE TROUBLE WITH LOVE IS

2004-10-20T21:23:00.000+08:00

The Trouble With Love is
Love can be a many splendor thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale & fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
& you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It'll fool you every time

The trouble with Love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with Love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
& you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all

Now I was once a fool it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never loved again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keep calling
& I keep falling
Over & over again
The sad story always ends the same
Me standing in pouring rain
It seems no matter what
I doIt tears my heart in two

*** isa yan sa mga nka-antig ng aking damdamin sa mga nahagilap kong tula sa net.. grabe! ganda nyan at sobrang true!

wahahahah

2004-10-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

wahahah.. biruin nyo after a while nka-create n nmn ako ng bagong blog... kc ung dati nibura ko na.. wanna know why? mahabang kwento eh! bsta sorry kamille! sorry elaine! pramis ndi ko na uulitin! wala ng gn2 d2!

anyways, i've decided to create a new one kc naiinggit ako kla ate yen at ate malaine.. pro ewan ko lng kung gno kadalas ko toh ma-a-update kc i'm very busy eh! pro as much as possible.. update ko kau always!
ngaun, gnun p rin po.. same aLma you know.. kso naaasar ako kc ang baba nung test ko sa computer.. 83% lng.. nkakaasar nga eh!

so, bukas n lng ulit! kc.. wala lng! sa susunod n ko mgku-kwento ng kung anik-anik! tpos post din ako ng mga nkukuha kong stuffs sa net.. mostly nmn about love un eh! stories and poems.. mnsan post din ako ng poems ko... ung gwa ko!

bye-bye! nyt-nyt!